my ah Ba~

Don't know what the fuck happened on me!!!

Seriously, I couldn't fall sleep at night... 

Keep find things to do! (*it's good actually. but hell no because the things that I did excluded study, revision or read!) 

These few nights I slept when the bird start chirping outside... :(

It was 4a.m. ++ 

Okie... Don't know why suddenly read one post that I written long time ago... Snow's 21st 

If not mistaken, it was written on last year. Sigh... The last sentence... Remind me of him... Sad... :(

He used to wait for me and sista if we hang out till late night. I remembered the last time I hang out with peeps, on the way back, it rains cat and dogs. He open the gate and approach to the car to cover me from getting wet. I feel so touched. That time, my friend still said, Wah! Your dad so good... 

Yea! I know he is good... he is my hero... he taught me a lot... he used to be a 'cool man' who don't talk much with others... But he always joke with his friends... He loves me and sis... But with his "cool" attitude, he won't show out... So, I always talk and try to joke with him... I feel lucky because I told him few times I miss him... I know he feel happy to hear that, but he just pretend like nothing... I LOVE YOU, BA! 

Sigh... I missed you a lot... :(

This morning, I almost forgot you're not here anymore...

Once I woke up, I think of you and took my phone and was getting ready to call you...

But then... I only realized... you will no longer answer my call... I no longer hear your voice anymore...:(  

You'll always be remembered...

I'll write more about you 

on following posts...

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